I want to enjoy life. I want to stop worrying about how I look and how I feel. I want to genuinely not worry what people think of me.
I want freedom. Freedom from critical inner voices.
I’d like to stop saying “I can’t do this because…” and say “I will find means of doing this because I want to”. Some of that’s about having children, especially with 2son. But that’s also an excuse.
I would like to spend less time worrying about me and more time getting on with life.
I want to have fun and to be content.
What would make me feel more confident? If I knew that I’d get on and do it. I’m doing what I can to grope my way towards that answer, by writing on here, by reading books, by going through therapy, by trying to think about it.
One of things I still have struggle accepting is that I can’t do everything I want and I cannot do any single thing perfectly. I haven’t accepted that “good enough” for purpose is good enough and I need to throw off that burden.
I worry too much.
Beautiful You, by Rosie Molinary is available at Amazon (click on the picture) and her website is Rosie Molinary