I have managed the last two days to do a mindfulness body scan. It’s a lot easier when you’re lying on a beach in comfort.
I have also been eating mindfully, that is without my phone for entertainment but rather focusing on the food.
I’ve been swimming three or four times a day. Again it’s a total pleasure in this sea that is a tad cold but so so blue and transparent.
The bad news of course is that I’ve burnt a little more than I should have done which is making life a little uncomfortable.
More worrying however is that I’m left alone with the voices in my head and they are loud. The constant self awareness when not self criticism is enough to destroy my faith in humanity and I’m the one causing it. Nobody has said or implied that where I haven’t misread where possible.
I am contemplating excursions and I’m fairly sure it’s just because I don’t want to listen to me. I do seem that I have the best conversations while I’m swimming.
It’s not as if I do this a lot. The last time I had a holiday without children was two years ago and that was the first time.
It does emphasise the need to do less and slow down generally. And lots if other things, probably.
I never realised that relaxing is just so much hard work.